"I have learned from scripture to pay attention to works in my life of which I am not proud. They speak to teach me. I have learned that what the ancients called 'repentance' is a journey of coming home to a place where all of our wretched works rest, but also where our wretchedness is overcome by light. This reality can powerfully alter how we view our lives and our art. Even our wretchedness cannot confine us, ultimately, or keep us from reaching across boundaries of cultures. But indeed our wretched state may be what draws us together."
Thoughts stir in my mind and heart as I read this.
What if we included in Artisan's corporate gathering a time of confession that had to do with 'bringing to the light works of which we are not proud'? Perhaps this could even stand as an overall metaphor for a regular time of confession. Maybe a general prayer of confession could be written to help us name these things -- in a way that doesn't trivialize sin, but also helps us recognize the fact that 'ALL have sinned and fallen short of God's glory', and therefore our true humanity.
Maybe at some point we could even display or share about actual art works 'of which we are not proud', submitting them to the community to see how they might be 'redeemed', or even to discover the beauty latent within them. Obviously this metaphor shouldn't be taken TOO far, however. This is not about celebrating our shameful deeds. Rather, the point is in actively turning from these things, bringing them to light, so that they can be doused in the grace of God and transformed into an authentically new creation.
I also thought about the overall need there will be in Artisan to accompany creativity with hospitality. They NEED to go together at all times. With all my heart, I long to blow open the boxes that confine us in corporate worship. At the same time, though, we need to take care not to overwhelm people to the point that they are held back from participating due to a lack of understanding, fear of the unknown, or whatever. I realize that what we do in Artisan will simply not appeal to some people. And we need to be OK with that. But what must always be available is an accounting of why we do what we do in our gatherings. In some way, people need to be able to access an explanation of our creative actions in worship. Perhaps a little handout that briefly outlines the structure of our gatherings and some of the rationale behind why we engage these actions the way we do. A big reason for this is that we don't want to spend all of our gathering time giving context to what we're doing. We just want to engage it freely! But because I expect people who join us for a gathering will frequently encounter 'difference', there will be a need for something that does most of this work for us.
Ideas? Thoughts?